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Thursday, August 22, 2013

Fukushima & The Global Police State

I wrote about Fukushima back in 2011, when the crisis first erupted. I knew it was real serious from the very first day and I said so. I wrote about the evacuation of Tokyo and I believe there were people who thought I had a screw loose. But the news out of Japan just gets worse and worse. We have an enormous problem. The radioactive contamination problem at the melted down and exploded nuclear power reactors at Fukushima is so bad that it may exterminate a great deal of the biological life on this planet, including the human race. At the very least we may well be facing an evacuation of a large part of Japan and a sterilized, dead, Pacific Ocean, devoid of fish, whales, crabs, oysters, plankton, squid, porpoises, etc.

It may be that in the near future the evacuation of the human population of Japan and the sterilization of most life in the Pacific Ocean represent the "best case scenario." There are other possible scenarios that are far grimmer.

I don't know why anyone who is thinking clearly about their future life prospects would choose to live in Baja California. I have looked at the radiation dispersion patterns and it looks like that region of North America takes a real direct hit. The radioactivity comes right across the Pacific from Fukushima and WHAMMO !! And here's the crucial point: it will not stop coming.

Actually, you could pretty well extend that analysis to the whole of North America, especially, but not only, to the western coastal region

Fukushima operator pleads for international help as radiation crisis deepens

Anyway, the company that (mis)manages the melted down and exploded nuclear reactor catastrophe at Fukushima, TEPCO, is now asking for international assistance to contain the incipient apocalypse. Good luck with that !!

What is USSA president, barack obama, going to do ? Will he send FEMA over to Japan to straighten it all out ? Most of my readers are in the USSA, and so you know the track record of the USSA federal agencies in dealing with emergencies and crisis situations. Exhibit A; Hurricane Katrina and New Orleans. Need I say more?

You are on your own and always have been. That is the stark truth. There is no magical safety net to catch you. There is no Big Daddy "Uncle Sam" who is going to come rescue you or me. Nope, on the contrary, you had best look to your own salvation, because Fukushima is a total game changer, and whatever plans you had for the rest of your life, you had better adjust your perspective accordingly, because we are in completely uncharted waters and will remain there from now on. Always and forever.

So I intend to remain in South America, though even here it may be just a question of time until the radioactivity also reaches fatal levels. The situation is just that serious. We may have already killed the planet, and ourselves. Maybe our collective death throes are all that remains of the time we have left.

I don't know what more to say about it than that.

The USSA Police State

I have also warned of this repeatedly:

Daniel Ellsberg: US on Verge of Becoming Police State Under Obama

I asked ayahuasca more than one and a half years ago to show me the future and that is what it showed me: a police state, an iron-fisted dictatorship, with an all-encompassing sort of ethereal, overhead control grid to impose full-spectrum control and domination of human thought, emotion and behavior. A red-white-and-blue, totalitarian hell -- all wrapped up in the stars and stripes and the pledge of allegiance to the flag and to the republik for which it stands. Yadayadayada. Along with American Idol reruns and a nice, aspartame sweetened slice of apple pie. You do love 'Merika, dontcha ?

And I don't know what more to say about that, either. Either you see the police state clamping down or you don't. Either you recognize red-white-and-blue dictatorship, or you don't.

Meanwhile, Back At The Ranch ...

Are we coming up on an important stellar event in the near future? I hadn't been thinking about that, but the galaxy is a huge and ancient place, so who knows? For years I have been following the crop circles that have been laid down in the fields of the English countryside every spring and summer. It is clear that whatever intelligence is behind them has a wealth of astronomical knowledge and is communicating a great deal of information through the crop formations. So what does the most recent crop circle mean? I don't pretend to know, but Dr. Horace R. Drew, at Crop Circle Connector, has analyzed the formation and feels that it could be pointing to a major astronomical event in the relatively near term. So we shall see what happens.

In that vein, here's a little something from the MIT Muses, circa 1997.

Mica, Mica, parva stella;
Miror quaenam sis tam bella.
Splendens eminus in illo,
Alba velut gemma caelo.

Quando fervens sol discessit,
Nec calore prata pascit,
Mox ostendis lumen purum,
Micans, micans per obscurum.

Tibi, noctu qui vagatur,
Ob scintillulam gratatur;
Ni mica res, tu non sciret,
Quas per vias errans iret.

Meum saepe thalamum luce,
Specularis curiosa;
Neque carpseris soporem,
Donec venit sol per auram.

Mica, Mica, parva stella;
Miror quaenam sis tam bella.

My Current Situation

Thankfully, some of my readers have been generously supportive in my present, difficult circumstances and I am very grateful to them. While some have responded. the vast majority have not, and I understand that. Times are tough, people have their own lives with other obligations and priorities, and many people are very hard up against it financially.

Alas, every time my attorneys do something I have to pay them. They don't work for free, not even in Ecuador and I have retained one of the better known law firms in Quito. Of course, my attorneys are in Quito, because I was hospitalized and bed ridden for more than three months in Quito. I was physically unable to leave the hospital and walk around town to interview attorneys, though I wanted to and needed to, and was fervently wishing that I could, all the while inwardly bemoaning the fact that I could not. But none of that mattered; they came to my ward unannounced one day to represent another patient directly across the corridor from my room, and so I retained them then, seeing as they were the only legal counsel in Quito that the Universe sent my way, literally to my door, as improbable and completely unexpected as their appearance was.

To successfully prosecute the case all the way up until incarceration of my assailant will cost several thousand dollars more in fixed fees, as well as my attorneys' incidental fees along the way -- per diem, travel, food, lodging, investigative expenses, taxis, copies, phone calls, etc. & etc. Every time we have to travel from Quito over to the Amazon it costs. It is an unusual case, even a bit complex, but it is moving forward, probably to trial before Christmas.

Many people want more detail on the case and I cannot provide that, on the advice of my attorneys who do not want to unduly prejudice the proceedings. But it does appear that in the coming months I will speak and write much more openly on the matter, assuming that we are not all in a mad scramble to preserve life and limb, in the event that Fukushima blows sky high, and throws the whole planet into a frenzied, radioactive tizzy. The long and the short of it is that the venerable, ancient tradition of shamanism unfortunately has a dark side to it, and sad to say there are real brujos, or shamans who misrepresent themselves and degrade the shamanic path, to the extent of abusing people who come to them in search of more awareness or spiritual communication with the natural world. This was not the plan I had for my life in 2013, but it is what it is. Perhaps Pachamama has some work for me to do in South America. It appears that very few people are willing to do Her hard and dirty work, and so I am entertaining the possibility that she has personally tasked me with certain distasteful duties by default. Not because I am better than others, or more able, but simply because I came into her realm and did not refuse the work. Many thousands come to South America to drink a little ayahuasca, or maybe even malicagua, or to smoke a little San Pedro cactus, and then they jet back to Soho, or Berkeley, or Berlin or Paris or Des Moines, or… well, you get the idea. They come to see inward sparkles, ride a river raft, photograph Machu Picchu, and that's it. For many of them South America is like an exotic carnival ride. Not to say that that is inherently bad or wrong, but it doesn't necessarily address other issues that are confronting us all, inwardly and outwardly, me no less than you or anyone else.

Amazonian ecology is vital, deeply crucial to this planet, and that includes the human ecological component, as well. Ideally, a deeply spiritual shamanism that works in harmony with humankind and Nature, and fosters profound mental, physical, emotional and spiritual integration can heal not only the ills of the Amazon region, but of humanity and the Earth, as a whole. Sadly that isn't happening, it just isn't. Instead there are a lot of charlatans, and I mean a lot more than just one or two, who are not interested in pursuing the common good, or the good of the Earth. That is not even on their mental horizon. What an awful lot of them are seeking is petty, self-serving, personal power over others, or money, or ignorant exploitation of those who come to them.

My current living arrangement is a small, spartan, hostel room that costs me about $8 per night. There are places that cost less, but you wouldn't want to live there and neither do I. I take my meals in the local restaurants that usually cost $1.75 for a simple breakfast and $2 for lunch. I shop in the local markets for things like roasted peanuts, almonds, prunes, oat meal, heads of broccoli (which I eat raw, because I have no kitchen), tangerines, aloe vera leaves, the pulp of which I also eat raw, raw alfalfa juice, coconut juice, fresh carrot juice, etc. I still walk with crutches and continue to receive therapy. That is my life. Pretty stripped down and basic.

I appreciate your generosity in aiding my ongoing struggle for justice in the Amazon. Donations are not tax deductible or refundable. They go for my legal expenses in Ecuador, to bring my assailants to justice at the earliest possible time, and also to assist with my basic living expenses. Won't you please be generous! Contact me at or Skype me at richard.sauder333 (I am not a Free Mason.)

Sunday, August 11, 2013

What's To Say On What's Next Eve ?

What is there to say, other than that outward signals from the USA government seem to point in the direction of another, staged, "false flag attack." And it will probably be spectacular, if the goal is to initiate a regional or global war, as it seems it is.

I have written before about the warning that the shamanic plants in the Ecuadorean Amazon conveyed to me last year. They warned of a shadowy, violent, well connected international network or faction that desires to spark off "totalitarian nuclear warfare." The groups and individuals involved were not specified to me in any appreciable degree of detail, but I surmise that the shadowy hands operate from the innermost, darkest precincts of the MATRIX of usual suspects: the FBI, NSA, CIA, DOD, DHS, MI-5 & MI-6, the Israeli Mossad and IDF, and so forth. As conveyed to me, the plan consists of a series of projected attacks against about one dozen USA cities. The ones I remember being mentioned were: Chicago, San Diego, Albuquerque, Atlanta and Baltimore. There were several more that I have forgotten. The idea is to use atomic or nuclear devices of just a few kilotons, less than the size of the bombs dropped on Japan in 1945, but they will be enough to cause considerable damage and radioactive fall-out and sow tremendous panic amongst the populace. These initial attacks against USA cities will be used as the basis for unleashing a broader-based, all out nuclear retaliation against the enemy du jour, whomever that may be.

And the whole thing (if it happens) will all be based on lies, on fibs, on made up scenarios gestated and birthed in the sickest, most repugnant and sulfurous pits of red-white-and-blue Hell, shrouded in banners displaying the stars and stripes, the union jack and the star of david (yes, the use of lower case letters here is intentional).

The shamanic plants also warned me last year of a near future police state or dictatorship, along the lines of NAZI Germany or Soviet Russia -- only worse. And shimmering overhead was an ethereal control grid, electronic, yes, but more than electronic, a control grid to control humanity body, mind and soul, in the physical dimension, and also in the astral dimension. A control grid to control physical behavior, and also thoughts, emotions and spiritual impulses. Total control of humanity in all its dimensions of life and being. That's what we're facing. It's all being set in place now, or already is in place.

Please consider the following stories. Click the links. Read the stories.

CIA Running Weapons From Benghazi To Syrian Rebels

Broad U.S. terror alert mystifies experts

Nuclear Genie already out of bottle in Middle East ? Small tactical nuke use against Syria?

This Is What A Police State Looks Like: “You Open The Door When I Come To Your Fucking House.”

The world has been told for many years that the USA is at war against al-Qaeda and assorted other radical Islamic factions such as the Taliban, and yet recent headlines reveal that the USA is arming al-Qaeda and other, similar, radical Islamic groups in Syria, in a mercenary war against the regime of Syrian President al-Assad. Not only that, but it appears that the CIA has been running captured Libyan weapons out of Benghazi over to the radical Islamic mercenaries in Syria and that the lynching of the USA Ambassador to Libya last year in Benghazi was somehow connected to this murderous traffic in stolen Libyan weapons.

Against this backdrop, the USA government recently issued a fevered warning of impending attacks against USA embassies by al-Qaeda "terrorists" -- and yes, that would be the same al-Qaeda that it is arming in Syria, and with which it cooperated in the invasion and overthrow of the government of Muammar Gaddafi, before summarily executing him, and recording his murder on video that was subsequently internationally broadcast.

Could the criminal insanity and lies of Barack Obama and the USA government possibly be any more evident? First they arm the very "terrorist" group that they warn the world about, and no sooner have they armed them, then they turn around and loudly warn the whole world that the "terrorists" that they have just armed, are planning a violent attack.

Heavens! The entire melodrama, which Obama himself has created, is beyond preposterous.

Meanwhile, the Israelis are persistently attacking Syrian targets with ordnance that informed observers deem to be low yield, tactical nukes.

And on the home front, the police are kicking down peoples doors and/or invading their homes on false pretexts or no pretext at all. They do it, "just because they can." It's the same thing that the Gestapo and the KGB used to do. Smash down people's doors to terrorize the populace. This is what armed agents of the state do in dictatorships. The USA is now a dictatorship. YouTube and similar sites are full of hundreds, maybe thousands of videos and stories about armed home invasions by the police, summary murder (execution) of individuals by police, people being tased to death, people being assaulted or raped by the police, having their property seized and stolen by (so-called) "law enforcement" agents, and more. There is no end to these stories, they just keep coming. Every day, every week, there are new outrages. It is the new "normal."

Of course, the Edward Snowden revelations about the NSA put it all into sharp perspective: an all-seeing, all-monitoring, all-controlling, all-surveilling police state has been clamped down.

Nothing could be more obvious. Nothing could be clearer. So far, the American people are just taking it. They vote in the phony elections, they pay the taxes that are used to oppress them, by and large they don't object to the unending foreign wars, they behave as if things are more or less normal. They scarcely whimper in protest. Have you ever seen anything more pathetic in your life?

In this context, we have these events transpiring:

Did a Whistleblower Stop a False Flag Terror Attack in Austin, Texas?

and this:

Indiana at center of national terror response training exercise

and this:

Dept. of Defense holding urban warfare exercise in Tinley Park, Chicago

and then again this:

US army helicopters spotted in the skies of Downtown Chicago

I say again that all of this information is perfectly consistent with what the shamanic plants specifically warned about: the imposition of a crushing dictatorship, and false flag attacks against American cities.

These are the warm up drills, the preparations, the practice runs: Columbus, Ohio; Austin, Texas and Chicago, Illinois. It could not be more blatant and in your face.

Bad things don't have to happen. They are not necessarily inevitable. However, if the American people just continue to sit there and take it, if they continue to watch this nightmare unfold in slow motion in front of their watching eyes and they do not collectively repudiate and refuse the hideous dictatorship and planned false flag attacks and planned, major war -- well, you get what you pay for !!

And if you are sending in the (so-called) tax tribute to the IRS every April 15th, don't pretend, certainly not to me, that these hellish events have nothing to do with you, that your hands and conscience are clean. Please don't do that, because when the nuclear mushroom clouds billow up, they will be YOUR nuclear hell clouds, Your tax dollars will have paid for them. When the cops smash down your door or your neighbor's door, please don't pretend that you are not implicated. Your votes, your tax dollars, your silence, will have directly produced that result. It's all related.

I have essentially voted with my feet. I cannot support that system. And so I have left. I have physically withdrawn my body and my support from it. I moved to a different continent.

Even when I still lived in the continental USA, and every time I nonviolently protested against nuclear weapons on nuclear missile silos -- EVERY SINGLE TIME -- I had people say to me, "You know, you shouldn't do that alone, it's dangerous, you should take someone else along with you."

And EVERY time I would rejoin, "But I don't know anyone who will. Will YOU come with me next time?"

And every time, EVERY SINGLE TIME, the answer was "no" -- they were always too old, too ill, too scared, it was too dangerous, they could not go to jail, they could not jeopardize their job, or their house, or their family, or -- hey, you fill in the blank.

That's why we are in the fix we are in. Nobody can't do nuttin'.

Can't do a thing.

A whole country full of American men just pissing their frilly little lace panties. Because of their health, their fear, their age, their wife, their kids, their job, their house, their career, their pension, their free dental, their curriculum vitae, their, their -- their lack of manhood. That's what it gets down to, doesn't it?

Men used to take courageous action to protect their women and their children.

Now they hide behind their women and their children as excuses to do NOTHING.

I have stopped trying to figure it out. I don't feel anything in common with them anymore. So I have left. I have gone away and I intend to stay away.

Weirder and Weirder

I was doing a key word search, and I do a lot of them, on many different topics, as do the vast majority of my readers, I am sure.

Anyway, up popped another of these strange web pages that I suspect are created by espionage agencies for purposes unknown to me. Typically they are long lists of words and personal names and place names, mostly in English, but also in other languages, such as Spanish, German, Latin and French. They often include a fair amount of esoteric vocabulary.

The latest one I ran across includes 315,662 entries, and runs to 5,846 pages. Clearly not your average web page. Among the items are all of my names, as well as the places I have lived and gone to jail, some of which are very obscure and small towns. It also includes the names of several women whom I have loved or admired, or who have played a crucial role in my life, and though some of their names are not English, they are on this list.

There are also myriad words that are extremely uncommon, or technical terms employed only by specific crafts, trades or scientific, academic, professional or technical disciplines.

There are many words and names from the ancient Middle East, South Asia and ancient Egypt.


As well as extraterrestrial and UFO themes.

Zeta Reticuli (separately)
Hoagland (yes!)

Montgolfier and Zanesville, where T. Townsend Brown did his antigravity and electrogravitic research.

And also:


Now the interesting thing is that long as this list is, it obviously does not include every place name in the world, it does not include every name, it does not include every word in English, or French, Spanish, German or Latin. It does not include every historical, political or mythological reference in the world. It cannot possibly. So it is a select list, some things are included, and others are not. The entries have been chosen for a reason.

What that reason may be eludes me. Is it a sort of radionic programming device or tool? Used to program reality? Or used for scrying certain aspects of the reality stream on this planet and elsewhere, since it clearly has an extraterrestrial and UFOlogical dimension. Or something else? Please enlighten me if you know the answer.

I have repeatedly run across lists like this, on obscure websites, typically by doing key word searches on topics of interest to me. And up they pop.

The Passing Of An Era

Live long enough and things change, a lot of things change. I am well into my second half century and the wonderful musical talents of my childhood and youth are now dying off, one by one. Gag Me Girl, Just Burp Me Boy and Bouncy Girl are pale echos of what passed for talent a half century ago.

Exhibit A:

The incomparable Ella Fitzgerald and Mel Torme

And I want to mention Andy Williams.

The Shadow of Your Smile (Andy Williams)

A Summer Place (Andy Williams)

Somewhere My Love (Andy Williams)

I met him once, years ago, in 1976. Karen O. and I hitchhiked down to Barcelona from Montpellier, and caught the night train to Madrid. I had made the trip before and assured her that it was a cinch. We set out at dawn, and thumbed our way through Béziers and Narbonne, where the rides suddenly petered out. The afternoon was wearing on and I was beginning to worry, with visions of her father's ire dancing in my head should I fail to deliver her safely to Madrid, when miraculously another ride picked us up and drove us right through Cerbère, and across the border to Portbou, and on to Figueres, Girona and Barcelona, where we took the overnight train to Madrid. As I recall we arrived in the station with slight minutes to spare. The Spanish trains in those days were slow, rattletrap affairs, that slowly clicked and clacked their way along, and spent long periods idling on side railings, waiting for higher priority freight trains to clear the line.

Karen knew some other Americans in Madrid who told us about a guest appearance by Andy Williams the next day on Spanish National TV. The producers wanted some Americans to fill the audience, so we went by the studio and got seats right down front. Before he went on, Andy Williams came around to talk with us and was very engaging and friendly. He wanted to know where we were from and what we were doing in Europe. Then the lights came on, he performed and the show was soon over.

And now he's dead.

Try To Remember (Andy Williams)

And one more from Tom Jones, who is still alive and singing, though for how much longer?

Tower of Song (Tom Jones)

Continuing Need For Legal Expenses Assistance

My quest for justice continues, as my criminal complaint against my aggressors slowly inches through the Ecuadorean justice system. Due to the gravity of my injuries, which included internal injuries, physical blows, extensive nerve damage, and extensive physical and emotional trauma, I spent more than four consecutive months hospitalized. I am now out of the hospital and continuing to recuperate with acupuncture, nutritional supplements, electrotherapy, radionic and scalar treatment, deep massage and physiotherapy. Due to persistent nerve damage and impaired function in my lower extremities I am now walking with crutches.

Serious crimes are occurring in the Amazon region, including in the shamanic tourism industry, so my case is therefore not completely unique. However, due to factors such as fear of retaliation and lack of money to retain legal counsel, comparatively few victims come forward to challenge the criminal elements. The sacred shamanic path of spiritual realization and integration has been criminally corrupted or violated in many instances, by indigenous shamans and brujos who are not seeking higher consciousness and divine wisdom. This is a deeply rooted problem in the shamanic tradition in the Amazon region. The shamanic plants themselves recognize that this is a problem.

I am therefore a bellwether, a sort of path breaker who is opening the way for others, as a type of wounded warrior who stands up for justice, in spite of the personal cost. The National Police recognize that there is a crime problem in the Amazon region on the part of certain shamans and brujos, but without witnesses who will testify, or victims who will file criminal complaints, it is difficult to successfully prosecute cases. So my case is important, as a help to break the "omerta" barrier, the fear-based silence.

In the nearest term, I still need a lump sum of $1,750 to meet the legal fees to move the case forward to trial. There are legal motions to be made, other legal paperwork and research, meetings with the prosecutor, medical examiner and police, the gathering and analysis of evidence, etc. It's the nature of the legal system and my attorneys also have to travel from Quito to the Amazon region, which is an all day trip. So it costs money. The billable hours add up. Justice has a price -- in time, suffering and money. That is the character of the world that we live in. I would say more, but my attorneys do not want me to divulge more detail before trial.

My medical and legal ordeal has wiped out my meager personal savings. My legal expenses are ongoing and thousands of dollars more will be needed to prosecute the case all the way to a successful conclusion. The case has wider importance beyond just my personal situation, in the sense that justice for one man will shine the light of public and legal scrutiny on the wider problem of many other crimes in the region, crimes against both persons and nature, and others will be encouraged to come forward. I appreciate your generosity in aiding my ongoing legal struggle for justice in the Amazon. Donations are not tax deductible or refundable. They go for my legal expenses in Ecuador, to bring my assailants to justice at the earliest possible time. Won't you please be generous! Contact me at or Skype me at richard.sauder333 (I am not a Free Mason.)